Tuesday, July 19, 2005

FOC Day 2 - Scary Feeling

From Day 1 and 2, I had been telling Cat, that I felt quite uneasy among crowd. The worst was, I couldn't remember many things. Memory was really failing. I always called the wrong names, or mis-matched the people and their names. For your info, these people are really the seniors only. I didn't want to mix with any freshies cos I couldn't remember them.

I can't remember things. Even things that happened lately, I couldn't remember who was with me or what happened at that time. It feels so scary about no memories of things. I wasn't like this in the past. I could write every moment of things of the day in my blog clearly. I could remember what happened. My memory wasn't that bad. It was a scary feeling.

I felt somewhat the same the time I came out of operation 17+ years ago. That time, I can't recognise my relatives. I can't address them with the right names. It was a scary feeling.

I worry for the day that I woke up, and don't know who am I, who are my relatives, who are my friends.

sugary sweet savouring @ 11:33 PM |



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