Saturday, January 07, 2006

Nightmare...

I slept at 5+am last night after blogging and uploading photos..

I thought that I woke sleep through the night.
However, I woke up in the middle of the night around 6am.
It was really a nightmare to me..

I felt that I had woke up.. but i couldn't move at all..
Then I thought that I was making a lot of noise, but I just couldn't hear myself.
My mum was by the side of my bed checking me out..
Then soon came my dad...
Then I duno how come I felt damn cold out of sudden..

My mum in the nightmare asked me to continue to sleep..
For a moment, I closed my eyes and thought everything was over..

Then I thought further..
Isn't it weird that.. if i'm making noise whatever..
My mum asked me to continue to sleep, instead of just waking me up to check if I'm okay.
It just don't make sense!

Then I forced my eyes opened again... and seee no one.. But i still couldn't move..
Then blink again.. then see my mum again..
She was commanding me to SLEEP! Why Don't Sleep?!

Everything's so so scary and freaky..

I knew I just have to wake up..

I woke up to grab some amulet in my hand and went back to sleep.
I woke up at 9+am today.
Going back to my pathetic hours of sleep again!



It's so weird..

Recently I always experienced such things whenever I'm home for the night.

I always believed it was becos the subconscious mind woke up before ur senses..

That was why can't move

But last night..

Hallucination came into the picture..

It was super scaredy!


Daniel aka mao mao told me..

"Actually susan...
I think you should rest a bit more
Your body and mind is too tired liao
That's why...
The body cannot move is because you are too tired
You see things because your mind is too tired too
Then the things you think of appears"

Okay.. I'll try to rest if my body feels like..
Just that.. It feels scary sleeping on my bed at home..
Probably I should only come back on Saturdays and go back hall on Sundays..
Scaredy Susan

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