Wednesday, February 15, 2006

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY to ALL!


I guess I didn't really have a happy one afterall.
Only had a happy prelude..
But not a happy one on the actual day..


- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -


First of all,
Sorry to those few hiccups in the bouquet delivery.



- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -


Then...
It was the bottom of my right foot seemed to have cramps and strains every now and then..
It was a torture to run around like this..



- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -



Next..
D&D com was absolutely disappointing all these while..
Except great help from my disciple..

To disciple, THANK YOU VERY MUCH!

Sorry. My heart dieded for the comm.
I don't feel that this is where I belong to...
Everyone's busy?!
Why do we have to do canvassing then?
Why do I have to make time for such things?
Why do I need to care so much when there's only 5 people who seemed to care for the com...
And yet, only one person make the effort and really give her time and effort..
Early notices are nothing but a formality..
Didn't I say that 12 wrap, 13 deliver, 14 at most till afternoon, then everyone R & R?
Please.. even the main appointment holders couldn't do it..
How much else can I expect from the others?

Results are far too disappointing..



- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -



Other than that...
On some other incidents...
I'm quite pissed.
Sorry, but I am, in actual fact, VERY pissed..
I don't understand!
I don't understand when things are done nicely.. cleanly and neatly..
And what do I get in return?
I lost my bro2's trust cos something wasn't done properly..
I have one of my stuffs looking damn PATHETIC!!
That made me worry if my other stuffs would look the same...
I don't understand why I never get the schedule that I had been requesting.
I hate it for things that I had to take blame, yet I don't know what happen.
I hate it why does some things that concerned me alot ARE NOT DONE PROPERLY!

WHAT THE FUCK!

Don't have so big a head, don't wear so big a hat!



- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -



What was worst?
I thought I could relax, and get my brains off all the unhappy things..
I thought I could enjoy a meal at Seoul Garden with the 7 kids after queueing for 2 hrs..
I thought I could just go crazy and have fun...
I thought food would cheer me up..
I thought at long last my day's coming an end..
I thought I could gained my energy and motivation
To do my accounts, and revision for tomorrow's quiz...
Just as I thought so.. sighz..
It's weird that the 2 hr wait for food was peaceful..
And just when spirits are somehow lifted...
News just came in and smashed every little happy spirits to hell..
I couldn't have peace of mind during my one and only meal of the day.
I couldn't eat in peace.
I couldn't understand some explanations given to me...
Totally sounded absurd and outrageous...
The explanations are still hovering in my head!
Okay.. Susan.. Just forget about them! Please...



- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -



Sorry, but I really felt somehow betrayed or somewhat similar feelings...
Whichever negative feelings it was..

Painful.. Upset.. Disappointed..
Distrustful.. Faithless.. Heart Pain...

Never feel so weak before..



- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -


I'm not stressed.
I'm not overtired.
Things just bottled up.
I can feel it coming to the brim and overflowing...
Sorry, but I just have to break down in my own world for tonight..
There's no need to cheer me up..
There's no need to look for me...
There's no need to say sorry to me either..
What is done cannot be undone..
Damage was done..
There's no need to feel guilty..
Cos no one expected such things to happen.


If I were to put a sign outside my door, it would say DND, BDIP...

"DO NOT DISTURB, BREAKING DOWN IN PROCESS!"


Maybe I should give tomorrow's class or even quiz a miss..
I think I'm totally not in the mood, not in the condition to do it.



- HUH? WHAT VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -



Gone with the bad things..

Let me say things that happened either a few days ago or today that I should cheer about..


Today..

I finally see our new company chop!
Went down to collect our namecards...
Our namecards just came out of the oven! Hot and Fresh!
Simple design, yet I like..
And also, today is when we had our first deal clinched!
My client was pretty happy with the digital piano he bought!


- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -



Today I also bought a small bag from a pushcart from Bugis.
It only cost me $7.00!!
What a steal! *jumpz*
The words on it were interesting...
It says...

When I read about the Evils of Drinking,
I Gave Up READING!
Something that's quite me.. Haha..


- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -



Yesterday..

I've gotten a sunflower from my JC-HIM..
Don't get the wrong idea..
He ordered on behalf of his friend even before confirming with him..
Cos his friend didn't reply..
So, the idea was.. If his friend don't want, then the flower is mine..
It seems like I'm not really a sunflower person...
Sunflower is always given to me in a very awkward way.



- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -



Yesterday..
I had took photos of some pretty bouquets I made..


Cala Lilies
-> Very last minute special order by my bro1
-> Nice? I wrapped it!





10 Pink roses





12 red roses





Our Fridge of roses...




That's all about the exhibition of the bouquets that I had made..



- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -



On Sunday...

I received a bouquet that made me go gaga over..

My pretty Pink Gerberas!
My first ever bouquet of Gerberas!

Thanks to Lonewolf!
No matter if it's just a business gesture, or a gesture of friendship.




- HUH? VALENTINE'S DAY? -- WHAT DID U SAY AGAIN? -- V-DAY? -- ARE U SURE THIS IS HOW A V-DAY SHOULD BE? -


Dearest cushions, pillow, comforter and bolster...
Please hug me and comfort me to sleep tonight..

sugary sweet savouring @ 4:44 AM |



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