Saturday, February 11, 2006

My Heart Sank Deep into the sea..

Sighz..

Looking at my D & D com..

Everything is so disappointing.

I'm tired.

I rather work for my own money.
I'm glad that I had decided to work for Lonewolf.
Having a clear cut message..
Delivery islandwide will be his deals..
Delivery within NTU will be D & D's.

Yes. I'm selfish.

What about the rest?
One of the com members can even sell for other com.
I'm getting out of this after Vday!
No point that my grades suffer.


What if I can't get enough points for my room?

Move out loh!

So much effort for such response?
And for the sake of maintaining my room?
And jeopardising my graduation by Dec 2006?
If I'm going to extend my studies 1 more sem..
Will the hall, will D & D pay for my school fees?
The answer is damn obvious!
Paying so much to hall, to school..
End up, what do I have?
People who loves to play politics, and money equates to effort and passion..
Hello? It's just a small community! And you need to show all your ugly sides?
I don't understand why, can't you cover that little transport fee for the sake of an event?
And what's more?
The house supper is out to make us all diabetic patients.
Sweet like hell loh!
I still prefer the bbq last year.


CAC stuffs make me feel more fulfilling than doing rubbishy Hall stuffs..
Things I learned there is alot more that this lousy place.
Now I understand why I felt so much that I will never want to be involved too much in Hall.
In CAC, when I come back hall, discussion stops there. Work stops, the most is alittle more.
In Hall, discussions can be done anytime and no time limit.


I'm too old for endless and timeless talks and discussion.
Sometimes it's not that my brain is dead.
It's just that I refused to contribute.
When things are dragged till too late, it simply means things are getting less effective.
More time is wasted!
What's the point?


I need my time, I need my rest, I need to sleep, I need to graduate.


Scavaging for points no more..

It holds no meaning to stay in a hall like this anymore.

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