Friday, February 17, 2006

Taking a step back.. Breath....

Looking at this entry that I didn't post..

Title: New Year Resolutions

It was dated 01 Jan 2006.


Memories just flashed back till the first day of this year.
All the talks about new year resolutions at Lau Par Sat...
For the past weeks, I probably got digressed..
Or probably when I was listing the resolutions..
I was probably making resolutions for the sake of making..
I never understand why do people make resolutions?
I never understand..
I never believe that anyone would want to make their resolutions come true.
Of course!
Those who never believe, will never have their resolutions come true.
It's only those who will put in their efforts to make things happen,
Will have their resolutions come true.


- HEY! TAKE A STEP BACK NOW.. AND BREATHE!! -- TAKE A STEP BACK.. AND.. BREATHE!! -


How you differentiate successful people and unsuccessful people?
Successful people are people who make things happen.
Unsuccessful people are people who wait for things to happen.
So what kind of category do you fall under?

For the 1st 2 months of this year..
I'm trying to be successful while some things that I don't do, made me an unsuccessful person.

I'm trying to be successful, trying to make things happen.
I made the sales of roses for both side - my hall D & D com, and Lonewolf & partners.
I'm into sales of Casio digital piano and keyboard.
I never knew I'm so into sales.
I've never seen myself as a salesperson in the past.
But as the old saying... "If you never try, you'll never know"

I'm not successful cos I waited for some things to happen.
I'm not helping myself in my studies at all.
I'm not doing any tutorials at all, nor attending to lectures anymore.
I'm not making the effort to meet my FYP sup.
What am I doing?
Framing myself up, and donating more funds to this boring university?


- HEY! TAKE A STEP BACK NOW.. AND BREATHE!! -- TAKE A STEP BACK.. AND.. BREATHE!! -


What's wrong with me?
Yes. I'm not sensitive about money matters.
And of course, my parents never let me worry about money.
That shouldn't be a reason for me to continue to be insensitive about money.
I'm just finding excuses for myself.
I should be thinking like this..
Since I'm not sensitive, I have to learn to be sensitive.
Since I don't know certain things, I have to learn to know certain things.
Since I lost my fighting spirits and motivation, I have to learn to regain them!
I shouldn't just sit and wait.
Nothing will turn up in my way if I don't do anything about it, right?
If it turns up in my way effortlessly, that was simply sheer luck!
Lady Luck will not always smile at me, right?
Why place your bets on this unknown factor, called Miss Lady Luck?
Why don't you secure your bets, and up the chances of winning, by putting more effort?


- HEY! TAKE A STEP BACK NOW.. AND BREATHE!! -- TAKE A STEP BACK.. AND.. BREATHE!! -


Sound philosophical out of nowhere?
I probably in the process of sorting out my thoughts.
I was probably in a state of confusion.
Breath...
It's time to start recognising what are the things I really want.
It's time to focus and direct all my energy to make things happen..
I want to graduate. I must study.
Those scary thoughts and negative feelings of whatever... Away you go!
Hey! I'm not a pessimistic person, right?
There's always the brighter side!


- HEY! TAKE A STEP BACK NOW.. AND BREATHE!! -- TAKE A STEP BACK.. AND.. BREATHE!! -


First of all..
I have to quit doing some things that been bothering me alot.
Sorry, but in life, sometime, people have to make choices..
And sometime, you have to be selfish.
Just let me be selfish for this time.
Don't tell me the others also have lots of problem, how busy others will be.
Cos no matter what, they have other semesters to catch up in whatever.
I don't. An additional semester means additional cost.
Stupid university is increasing the school fee to $6+K!

My mind is set.

For those who read this,
please warn those who will be affected by this decision.


- HEY! TAKE A STEP BACK NOW.. AND BREATHE!! -- TAKE A STEP BACK.. AND.. BREATHE!! -


What I want to do?

Number 1 - I want to do well in my studies.

Number 2 - I want to do well in my FYP.

Number 3 - I want to do well in my sales.

Number 4 - I want to strike a balance between everything.

Number 5 - I don't want to be a weakling anymore!

sugary sweet savouring @ 11:30 PM |



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