Friday, May 12, 2006

Fear..

What's Your Greatest Fear?

My greatest fear is the darkest side of myself..
My greatest fear can break me down into tears and shiver in fear..

The darkest side had always been suppressed.
Suppressing is not a solution..
Escaping is also not a solution..
Those who know me for my darkest side will always want to dig that side out of me.
Those are the ones who made the dark side re-surface again and again..
Those are the ones with selfish intentions..
Those are the ones who had been corrupted by the fanciful world..
Those are the ones I ought to de-friend..


How did my greatest fear come about?
It's all due to my own curiosity and my silly addiction..
Or was it curiosity that led to addiction?
Well.. Monday I visited Cat at work after lunch in Bishan..
I'm not really into shopping, weird..
I spent near to an hour, inside Kinokuniya..
I can be seen standing at Psychology shelf, reading "Are You Crazy?"
There were a lot of quizzes and tests inside..
Re-confirmed were my guesses of my own addictions..
Blah blah blah..
Such books only let you realise your addictions..
Underlying message is..
If you find that you have certain addictions and couldn't curb it yourself..
You will need professional help..
Probably... Probably..
I set some time for myself..
Only till then, when addictions were not curbed..
The last resort will be to seek for professional help.


Weird. It's just so weird.
Beats me!
I don't understand.
Special people appears, comforting and soothing to my fears..
Just a simple communication..
It could just be a simple hi-bye MSN conversation..
That little spark will never fail to shine and make the dark side disappear..
Even if the dark side doesn't disappear..
The little spark gives me courage to fight against it..
It worked like a miracle...

When's the last time you shiver in fear?!

sugary sweet savouring @ 10:13 PM |



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