Tuesday, July 04, 2006

rants again...

OMG..

i can't believe i'm gonna rant again..
what's wrong man?
not gonna make it colorful cos the contents aren't at all interesting..
u may only continue reading on if u are really bored like my dear yeo min..
(my dear yeo min complained to me and ask me to blog sth cos she's bored! WTH!!)


ANYWAY...

yesterday was my lesson..
indeed, as what i had expected on saturday..
i wasn't as relaxed as last week..
and what was worse was, i felt i wasn't focused at all...
i kept playing on the wrong key and stuff, without knowing it some more..
partly i believe it's lack of practice..
but why lack of practice was because i already felt very tensed up during practice..
and i couldn't slow down my beats.. not consistent, and getting faster and faster...
i not only feel tensed up, but i could hear it as well..
i felt that yesterday was a wasted session..
i could have done much better..
*frown*


i actually planned that i wanted to go to school today to do my fyp..
then it was a phonecall i made yesterday, that made me postponed the day till wednesday.
i kept postponing my fyp days..
i didn't like to go on mondays, cos i didn't wanted to rush for my class on the evenings..
today, i couldn't go cos i had to go to the tour agency to book the air tix..
i suggested late afternoon or evening time..
but the phonecall said that the schedule was packed and busy...
the available timing is morning..
i had yet know the timing till now...
hello...? it's like going to 11!!!
*frustrated*


checking my ntu-mail..
i saw a mail from my fyp sup..
"see me on tuesday and show me your recent progress"
what the hell?!
*double the frustrations*
i just had to be a lousy stewdent and tell him..
"sorry, i just saw the email. i had something to attend to today. can i meet u on thursday instead?!"

call me irresponsible...
but my schedule to do fyp and collect stuffs from hall office today is screwed up..
no agenda today except to go to tour agency..
shall i go back hall today and stay throughout the week?!
i've got sooo much things to do in hall..


what can i say/show to my sup when i meet him on thursday?!
can i say i had no progress since 2 weeks ago, cos i was busy with my holiday activities?!
actually no.. i was busy running around for my subject registrations as well..
what else did i do...?
dental appointments that made my gum ache for days...
no money already, so had to stay at home...?

whatever...
most of the times, i didn't want to explain anything to my fyp sup..
cos i always believe "no matter how good an excuse is, it is still an excuse"
if i'm the supervisor, i will feel frustrated to hear excuses...

sugary sweet savouring @ 10:01 AM |



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