Sunday, July 30, 2006

Silence is golden...

Think I should just shut up for good..
No mood to talk at all recently..
Even things that come out from my mouth, I didn't believe that they belonged to me...
Maybe I shouldn't go for the FOC as well..
I guess I would be invisible..
I would even feel worse upon seeing freshies than seeing those graduates...
Given my lousy attitude now..
I think I will be an eyesore wherever I go.. whatever I do...
I can't even tolerate myself...
How?! Smash my head against the wall like how I always do when I was young?!
I did it less often when I was older lah..
Or start biting my limbs, leaving my bite marks all over?
Or scratch my poor palms, leaving scratch marks that disappear after a while...?
How to stop torturing myself?!
Probably I feel pleasure doing so?! Crazy!!
Admit me into IMH!
I could only think of one reason, why I'm behaving abnormally again...
SCHOOL IS STARTING SOON....
*freaked*

sugary sweet savouring @ 12:25 AM |



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