Friday, August 25, 2006

Guys... I wonder if it's horny season now...

## Edited under the fling section on 26 Aug 1306hr ##
## From "He was probably part of the reason why I had the previous post on Infidelity."##
## Till "History will never ever repeat itself, ever again... ##


2 guys I met today that make me feel so weird....

1st was a new friend, or merely coursemate, classmate, project mate...
2nd was a pure stranger..

Erh.....
Where should I start..



What kind of guy, for the first time over MSN..
Will start to tell you about him, wanting to date you out..
And also wish that you can fulfill some fantasy with him..?
This is so X-rated..

It all started because during the project discussion..
We discussed about using some vibrating platform in our machine.
Then I was jotting down our points..
You know, I'm a good secretary... occupational hazard.. haha...
And guess what?
Cos it's a discussion, we said, something that vibrate...
And previously we said.. something that eject..
So I wrote down.. E-J-E-C-T-O-R...
So for something that vibrate...
I wrote.. V-I-B-R-A-T-O-R...
This is soooo me loh.....

Oh no... The guys were all staring and laughing at me...
And say.. "What were you thinking huh?!"
I was like.. alamak.. yes yes.. that's funny...

Then we exchanged our MSN and hp number again..
Cos I lost the small piece of paper we had last week..
Yes.. I blamed on the size of the paper....
Ok..

I felt he's Chunky look-alike..
But character.. definitely no no..
Chunky look-alike but the expanded version..
Very much expanded version.. You'll know if you happen to see him..

So over the first MSN window with this guy..
The very first MSN conversation with this coursemate..
I felt so diaoz..
He said,"You in library?"
"Yes I am.. "
"Too bad I can't send you a nudge that will cause your msn to vibrate....."
Ok.. That's a continuous joke from the VIBRATOR word that I wrote..


Then he asked about my nick..
"Voluntarily tortured by a not v tall Giraffe!"
To all..
Yesterday I voluntarily went for a run with G..
G for Giraffe, that's by Jossie..
Not v tall, that's by Wenting..
Tortured, cos I did 2-3 rounds of warm up round the track at SRC..
Followed by, 100m run, 100m sprint, 15 situps, 100m run, 100m sprint, 10 burpees..
Did the above for 2 rounds..
Then for the last round, run asap, at my own pace...
Ok.. so much so for my explanation of my MSN nick...


Ok.. Back to him..
He asked about the torture mentioned in my nick..
"Tell me the story about the torture?
Instead of vibrators, we're into sadomasochism are we?"
Double diaoz loh...
"I meant tortured as in running and doing circuits..
It's nothing about SM or vibrators!!! ARGH!! "


Think he's crazy.. or perhaps horny...
He said something like, I didn't finish telling the torture story yet..
And so he was still entitled to torture me on SM and vibes....
Triple diaoz...

He's probably looking for a SM partner..
Those that say.. "Oh.. please... I've been a good girl..."
And looking innocently, yet naughtily and seductively at the guy...
And the guy raises a whip or something.. and whip the girl abit..
Or maybe.. he's more into.. blindfolds, handcuffs and stuffs...
Ok.. I shan't be too descriptive and too visual about such stuffs...
Where was I...?
Yes.. He's probably looking for a SM partner...


Lastly he asked about my email address...
"What's behind santa gal?"
My simple reasons...
"I like Xmas, but I'm not santa claus, so I'm santa gal!"

Then he commented,"I thought you were once a santerina.."
To double confirm the santerina's definition..
I asked,"The one that wears the red dress?"

And he had to say,"Yes, the red short dress..."
He just had to mention the word SHORT loh...
And he asked again.. "Were you a santerina before?"

My reply..
"I wasn't a santerina. I wore the cap before but not the dress.."
In response to my reply about not owning the dress..
His reply was..
"That's just too bad... I was thinking I could fulfill my santerina fantasy date with you or something.."


OH GOSH!!


I wonder why, but I got abit cheeky.. Or probably courting for trouble..
I flirted back abit...
Guess what did I say?!
"U buy for me lah..
Then I'll become santerina...
Else no dress, I will just be a santa gal!"

MY GOD! Was that me?!

He was like..
"So if I buy for you the santerina outfit, you'll wear it for me?"
I had a big laugh...
And my reply was.. "Depends lah... haha"



After reading his comments about his fantasy santerina as of above,
I was laughing as I typed this...
"Santerina fantasy? with all the vibrator and stuffs huh?"
Yes.. I'm asking for it..
Probably got him excited about the idea or something..
He said,"Now you said the V word.. I'll buy the outfit, you bring the 'toys'."

I didn't know why, but I replied this...
"I don't have toys. I don't have outfit. I only have me, myself and I."
Laughing again cos "Me, myself and I" was Eve's signboard.. hahaha..
And come on.. I'm really courting trouble, huh?!
Or was I trying to be funny? Maybe the other me liked it?! Hahaha..

Then he gladly said..
"Ok! I'll buy you the suit, and you'll be my santerina..."
Laughs from me again...
I asked,"Wah.. What does being ur santerina benefit me man?"

Straight away, he said, "We'll set a date then."
I exclaimed!
"What? I still don't see why I shall be ur santerina man.."
I really believe he's really very keen into it..
His reply..
"Lots of benefit.. Be my santerina brings alot of perks...
Dates, fun, excitement, that sorta thing....."
"Right...."

Now I come to think of it.. "That sorta thing?!" What's that man?!

And he added, "Of course... and you'll have to wear the outfit throughout!!"
"Right..."
I was grinning.. amused..

Probably my flirt switch was accidentally on or something...
Or should I say, curiosity switched it on...
I asked him just one question, that was so teasing...

My question..
"And what is that about ur santerina fantasy..?"

His reply was..
"Hm.. you're tempting me here..
but rest assured the santerina fantasy contains lots of naughty bits...

I wish I could stay and chat somemore with you, but I have to make good on an appointment with my prof at 4:30, we'll continue this conversation when I have the time. "

Right...

What kind of guy is that?
That will talk dirty over the first MSN conversation?!
To think about it...
That what kind of girl am I, to reply and participate in one such conversation?!
Oh my..
It's only 2nd week of our project..
There's so much to go..
I wonder what other dirty talks will I start to engage...
It's so funny, amusing and entertaining...




That's something amazing about MSN..
This week, one of my past flings even had a hard-on over our MSN conversation..
I think.. Susan... you should stop losing yourself to Sugar...
Sugar is the evil side of Susan..
If you may not know..
Specifically Sugar is the one that is able to talk dirty and get guys go gaga over MSN...
That's about my other MSN nick this week...
I must stop losing myself to myself..

Sugar will always surface, whenever I lose that little weight..
And gain that little confidence in outlook..
Sugar will always take over me, when I am alone in my room..
It's totally tiring..
Cos when Sugar suppressed Susan..
Susan can go hungry and stuffs, but the normal gastric and churning ceased..
It's like being possessed...
That's why my MSN nick that I "slept" through my dinner..
Susan was really asleep.. Really..

Ok.. That's that little bit about one of my other personalities..
Scary, isn't it?
It's tough to control and struggle against one..
But at least, now I know about it..
I can try to suppress it and settle it..
It's lotsa willpower..

Yeap.. That's another horny guy.. a hard-on over MSN..
Sugar said stuffs that were so tempting...
That he even want to take a cab over to find me..

He was probably part of the reason why I had the previous post on Infidelity.

I guess he should more or less got my idea..
If not, things here should clarify even better...
He probably should be reading my blog when he's bored or what..
But we never talked about my blog..

Thursday, I told him something like that...
I just couldn't continue anything or start anything flingy anymore..
I really can't do it..
I really can't achieve "no-strings-attached"...
Him having said "no-strings-attached" 2 years ago..
Was already disappointing enough...
That phrase shattered my heart then..
And each and everytime he comes to find me then..
I somehow felt disgusted, cos it's always the flingy reason..

From a friend that I could confide in and talk alot to...
To someone, that can only talk dirty to me..
It's how disappointing how friends ended up this way...

I can't do it..
Not only because of the phrase and how things are between us..
I can't do it anymore..
It's mainly cos as mentioned in the previous post..
I am just super intolerant of myself committing infidelity..
Even when I am probably at the stage of liking and nothing is confirmed...

If the fling is reading this..
I guess it's time to put a dead end of all things...
You should start a new life..
In the very first place...
I shouldn't have thrown too much fantasies and thoughts into your brain..

History is better to remain as history... forever....
It will never ever repeat itself, ever again....





Today, I had to come back home via public transport..

My blue Teleport was full house today.. Jude, Alvin and other buddies...
And I was asleep when G opened my door and left the curlers..
And he even did some stupid things to my MSN nick! Idiot!
And HE DIDN'T WAKE ME UP!!!
Poor me, had to come back so late...
Waited for him, yet didn't even see him..
*poutz*

Ok.. That aside..
I felt unease on train ride back..
OK.. whatever.. You might blame it on my short denim skirt..

This guy, not too tall, shirt and pants, and ugly specs..
Probably approximately mid 30s to early 40s..
I didn't notice which stop he actually got onto the train..
He sat at the right of the directly-opposite-me seat..

At first, I was just closing my eyes.. Resting.. or probably sleeping..
Then everytime I open my eyes..
I realised he was always glancing at me..
Sometimes, he was shocked that I opened my eyes..
Then he quickly either closed his eyes, or suddenly his eyes became floating around..

Then at Outram Park...
Ok.. So unfortunately, we both had to change to NEL..
Then.. I thought.. Okay..
He was out of sight somehow...

As I walked..
NEL down-riding escalator..
Then he was there..
Standing at the end of the down-riding escalator, the first wall nearest to the escalator..
Nonchalently.. I walked past him, to the other end's escalator..
It was approximately 4 minutes' wait when I stopped at the other end..
I thought that will be the last that I saw the guy...

Yes.. There's more to it!
This guy walks over... wrong.. strolls over..
And gently whistle as he walked past me..
I rolled eyes loh.....
Then he walked to near the last door of the train..
As the train starts to approach..
He walked to the 2nd next door of the door that I was entering...

After entering the train..
I sat down at one of the 2 seater seats..
Then he, from the door at the other end of the cabin...
When the train just moved off from Outram Park..
He walked over and stood at the door where I entered..

The seat on the left of my directly-opposite-seat was left empty..
He didn't walk over and sit immediately!
He waited till Chinatown station.. The door opens..
Then he act as though he came in from the station or something like that..
Then he walked over to that empty seat loh!!
Come on.. He's trying to be tooo discrete..

My GOD!


And yes.. glances and stuffs.. like what he do in the East bound train..
I'm glad that he wasn't that crazy as to tail me..
He alighted at Potong Pasir..
Really glad..
He just reminded of those that followed me after Hougang station..
And approached me for number and stuffs....
Thanks for compliments, but I dread and fear strangers..

Ok.. You might say I'm paranoid..
But I can just say I had a fair share of such experience..
And you can say, if I didn't glance and peep at that guy..
How would I know so clearly of what he did?
Yes yes...
You know when you look straight..
There's after certain angle near your blind spot?!
At that angle, still able to detect motion, and color..
Just that not a clear image..
I can focus my eyesight to the front..
But my mind is reading the blindspot..
That's how I detect motion...
That's how I avoided some people that I don't wish to meet in school..
Sometimes I don't say hi, cos I'm lazy..
Sometimes.. Just didn't want to..

OK.. That's about all for the guys I met this week..
Not too many.. but quite terrible...
Oh.. Sugar met a few others over internet chat..
They are equally crazily horny guys..

Oh well..
A torturous week in a way or two..
Shouldn't shag out during exercise...
Mental strength gets shag out...
And couldn't control myself..

It's a horny season...

sugary sweet savouring @ 10:08 PM |



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