Saturday, September 30, 2006

Hmm..

Had been talking to my maid..

When people who gets into a relationship..
When many girls who get attached...
Expectations of the other half elevate...
Hence, many a time, girls may get angry or pissed off over issues that are super trivial..

The higher the expectations,
The higher the anticipation...
And if things are not fulfilled, or simple things like..
"I don't want to go out today" even though it's set to be an Orchard day...
Simple things like this magnifies the little disappointment in the girl...
Some just simply show that "I'm not happy!" side..
Due to those little disappointments...
Some might end up quarrelling over other nonsensical things..

Worse of all..
Some may feel disregarded and threatened to break up..
In most relationships, people tend to fend for the guys...
Due to all these little craziness that girls can do..



That night, the supper that I waited for was called off at the end..
My maid was amazed about how willing I was to wait...
Another guy friend said, if he was me, he would get pissed..
Hmmm.. I really wasn't pissed..
I have my own rationale..
Knowing the supper friend well enough..
I'm always prepared for the last minute postponement/cancellation...
At the very least...
There is this basic courtesy of telling me that he might be late for the supper..
And I had the choice to wait or to say that I didn't want to wait at all..
And since I was the one who chose to wait...
And having in mind that cancellation at the end of the wait is of high chance...
I don't see why I would get pissed...
Luckily Yeomin went to sleep instead of waiting..

This is also part of the reason...
That I was unwilling to call any friend along, whenever this friend ask me to..
Too many uncertainties, and high chances of last minute changes..
I just didn't want to let myself get caught in any embarassing circumstances..


Well.. My maid suddenly asked then..
"Are you growing old?"
I was like.. "What?!"
"Cos you sound like you just need a companion..."
I was like.. "That's not wrong... "


I had came across quite a number of guys..
It's not hard to understand how they 'work'...
I'm no longer like me when I just stepped into NTU..
I no longer need a guy that shower me with sweet-nothings..
I no longer need someone that display affections publicly...
I no longer need someone to pacify me and stuffs....


Probably my maid is correct..
I'm probably growing old..
I'm probably looking for a companion...
Is that not right?

A companion, a confidante, a soulmate...

That's my first wish when I stepped into adulthood..
It's just a very simple wish..

sugary sweet savouring @ 8:43 PM |



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