Saturday, November 11, 2006

The day ended.. Sweet and smiley note..

I'm such an emotional basket..
Not that I'm emo-ing..
Typing this while doing my laundry at home..
Seems to be endless chores at home..
Life is never the same again, with my mum almost 24/7 at Baby Ng's place.

Someone said..
"I'm very confident on the fact that..
I have no confidence that anyone will fall for me.."
and that..
"My lifestyle is not suitable for getting attached."
and also..
"It will be easy for you (me, the author here) to get hitched.."

For the first and the last sentence..
I wonder if my actions wasn't clear enough to actually say "I had already fell for you"..
Or was it because of the second sentence, that you think you didn't want to get attached..

Jossie already long time said this.. "Die.. You are so in love with him.."
It kinda reminded me.. "Die.. I really felt like what Jossie had said.. but yet resisting it.."
90% or more of my blog entries were found to include him..
Was it such a subconscious thing that my life somehow got him involved?

So contradicted..
So wanted to ask this question..
"Would you ever.. ever.. ever.. possibly.. consider me as a girlfriend?"
But I just won't want to ask..
Cos I won't want to see any reactions or answers, that make me disappointed..

Smart in a way, stupid in another..

Life for me this year.. was eventful so far..
For him.. plain.. nothing new.. average..
Probably I didn't have much positive impact..
Other than "good help in business".. - Directly quoted.



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Exams this sem..
I wonder if I can survive...?
Law is before QA paper, and it starts at 9am..
FYP is before exams finished..
Everything is so jammed pack..

Mother seemed to be 'detained' in house of Punggol..
This is all due to lousy plannings, I concluded..



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Whatever thing it is....
I am still happy..
Past few days were really tiring...
Studies made everyone tired..
But I was happy.. I am still happy...

Spending every minute as though they are the last minutes...
An arm over the shoulder..
A good-bye hug..
All and all..
Ends the day sweet and smiley..



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BLOG RETURNS TO HIATUS MODE...

sugary sweet savouring @ 12:49 AM |



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