Tuesday, April 24, 2007
My Family - Cannot praise ah...
Seems like, some things really can't be praised afterall.. lolx
Just as I was talking about good things in my family yesterday..
Last night's simple food tasting session got many unhappiness start rolling in..
A1 angry about B2 with the same old issues, and A1 had to wait for quite some time cos of B2...
A1 ended up throwing that little temper on A2 at home..
And A2 got fed-up, cos A2 got snapped for no reason...
When B1 and B2 and Bb came to pick A1 and A2 up...
A1, upon seeing Bb, had a total change of attitude, happy and ever-smiley..
A2 was even more enraged!!
After food tasting...
A2 was angry with how B1 and B2 treated Bb...
And A2 was still angry about how A1 throw temper at her..
I just had to poke her, and make her let out that unhappiness in her...
And as for A1?
I just had to switch to the football channel, and try talking some football language to him..
A1 and A2 were silent that night...
But when the sun rises again..
Things were back to normal for A1 and A2..
That's for yesterday's story..
Today there's a different story..
Remember me saying about unhappy scenes during weekday evenings..
Today's episode...
Is probably on being suspicious, and speculating of 'favouritism' to the younger siblings...
It's all probably due to the word 'calculative' again..
And probably jealousy?
Some things just don't make sense...
I know my mum is upset somehow...
Cos she probably felt that B1's words seemed to have underlying meaning...
And probably she felt that the words carried a tinge of jealousy...
Oh well..
Hearing my mum out about issues won't make me too upset or what..
Cos I know she would feel relieved after talking...
I guessed I have seen through all these in my family..
Accepted this family as my family, and accepted them for who they are..
No matter how calculative, how great, how lousy...
I'm glad that I have seen through them, and avoid myself from taking after the lousy attributes..
Nonetheless, there's also good attributes for me to pick up from too..
Attempts to change or improve situations?
I ever did.. but always get snapped.
I'm not demoralised..
I will still speak up when there's opportunities to do so..
One time, get snapped, nevermind..
Cos some of it might get through to the mind..
And probably the next time, what I says finally make sense?!
If you don't understand my post, doesn't matter..
If you can decipher who's A1, A2, B1, B2 and Bb, ok lor..
*Feeling positive in life; Never say die*
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