What are friends for?

Lies and more lies..

I guess.. friends.. that's it..

Disappointing... Utterly disappointed..
Disappointed is not enough to describe the feeling...

The heart aches. Tmd.. Stop aching for the unworthy..

Some people just not worth remembering...
Not worth being upset about...
Just not worth going through all sorts of tests and torture..
Putting an end to it, is the best way... A complete end to it..

chang2 tong4 bu4 ru2 duan3 tong4..
I'm glad that all is dead and over.
I will keep my share of secrets and lies, just as you might...
I will never regret about that decision of mine that day.
Painful... But I have no regrets now. It's just the right thing to do.
I just hope that there's no after effects.

Spare all from the details.. Spare the unworthy from the truth..
Spare all from the torture and regrets...
Cos nothing can turn back the clock...


Believe in good? Trust?
Things could have a different outcome, if stakes are different earlier.
Responsibility is not something that can be picked up overnight.
Now.. I believe my solution is the best way out.


I think I rather believe that everyone wants a good name for themselves..
Lie to protect their own image, and thought by lying, it would make me feel better..
Lie even for the simplest thing... I rather no word to be breathe upon it instead..

I... suddenly.. don't feel like working anymore.. Even though running outta $$..
I'm not ready to meet people, when I'm so disappointed in some people..

Some people just put insults to the word "Friends".
Anyway, there's friend is just another superficial word...
There's always less than it, or more than it..

This friend will be erased totally.

Talking to you... disgust me...

Labels: Emotions, Upset