Friday, June 22, 2007

EVERYBODY SCREAM NOW!!! OOOOOOOOO!!!!!

At the rate that I'm going...
All my good friends gonna abandon me...
Or at least, I'm gonna zip up my mouth about any other things.......

Thanks for being there and trying to scold me, trying get misery out of me...
Scolding don't help............
Scold me, will only make you all even more angry...
I shall just leave all of you as well I guess...
Don't wana my misery spread to you all too...

Sorry... not that i can't hear what advice, what criticisms abt the other...
u all just dunooooooooooooooooooooooo
how disappointing i was...
2 years ago... and now..
2 guys, with a day difference in birthday...
fucking committed the same unforgiveable stuffs...
when you guys say friends...
you don't treat your friends this way..
yes, you might flirt with your friends.. but not empty promises like.....

the fear of history repeating...
thanks for affirming my fears...
thanks for making me trusted that history wun repeat itself..
and yet making it repeating... and confused me totally.......



Tell me.. when can I go to work, energised and all?
Maybe just jumping off from the top floor of my flat is really a better solution...
was it 19th floor, or was it 21st floor...?
Should put some sharp pole in the ground..
Aim for it.. having it gone through the left side of my chest...
hahaha.. if anyone were to hear my laffing...
they probably thought they reached woodbridge....


Hello Mr Black stranger...
Sorry I don't want any drinks from youuuuuuuu tonight.. hehe..
Maybe if you look better build... I might consider.. BLEAHhhh


Everything's so fucked up today...
Tmd... Which company gets two of their project engineers to queue for donut factory?
Worse than an office girl.. tmd hate it!!!!!!
I don't like the slack life here!!
Eat Ding Tai Feng... queue fucking 4 hours for donuts....
Only IDIOTS will queue voluntarily there.......
Luckily I just took back 2 dozens... claimed from company...
Happily distributing to people around me...
The donuts are damn overrated.. tmd sweet lor..
what's wrong with singaporeans?!?!


Yes.. met some strangers today..
one was in the stupid queue...

the other in the late evening..
yes yes.. it's all in the mind..
we all trap ourselves in our mind..
i'm not good at language, was what reflected on my exams...
i get myself this mentality that i'm not good at it...
henceforth, portray myself as not good at it...
whatever shit lah..
telling you people say you are lousy at what..
henceforth you think you are lousy at what..

Come on.. u duno what i'm capable of doing...
if i release the things that trap my mind..
my parents will lose me totally. i will just disappear.
my friends will lose me.


Strangers strangers...
i love to talk to strangers...
for i don't need to hold back anything to you...


oh.. i just realised yesterday..
i was too absorbed in my thoughts when typing that blog entry..
sorry that some things aren't supposed to be in public..
sorry this.. sorry that..
but i'm at no fault... for i shouldn't just stay in misery in the dark..
for what do i gain to go on hiding in the dark?
i will just feel more hurt and worst.. i hafta keep mum about it..
i really went crazy..............................


stay away from meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
everyone.. just stay away............

noooooo..... dearie bloggie.. i really dun wana turn u back into emo bloggie..
just that something in my body ouch...
think it's called heart..?

it's so scary turning back to my old ways too......
cos guys are all jerks and bastards...
they take all chances to take advantage of you.....
jerks... bastards.. hehe..


dearie bloggie.. tell me when can i finish this bottle of johnny walker?
drinking it as it is every night since...
i still think drinking from the bottle itself, burns my throat....
ouchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
but how is this burning sensation comparable? hurh... hurhhh... lafffffssssss haajahaaajakaaa

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