Wednesday, June 27, 2007

pain.

It all hurts.

Especially my head after that night of self-inflicted pain on myself.
The bumps on my head, I can really feel them..
Cos they are just so painful...


Upset. Loss of appetite. Insomnia. Zombified & immersed in work.
Disappointed. toyed. emo. negative. negative. negative.


Blame everyone but thyself.
Disappointing. Speechless.


Head really hurts. Heart even worse.
The thrust in the heart extended through the bones and all parts of the body...
Immobilized. Paralysed.
I should have just settled for the closure I had earlier on.
And not to discover more pain. not to know more.


Let pain engorge me and kill me.

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  • At Saturday, June 30, 2007 1:05:00 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said…

    dear big elepant...

    closed ones who loves u feel 100x more pain when they see u in pain. take a break for yourself! take care babe :)

    ur little elephant

     

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