Saturday, June 16, 2007

Thought of the week...

Callie-jie suddenly MSN-ed me earlier this week..
Telling me that I hadn't have a serious bf since Sars days..
Which is about 5 years already?!

Well... Which do you choose?

Having bf and not knowing what bf does behind your back?!
Or not having a serious bf, and sees all the evils and dark side of all other people's bfs?


I'm glad that I'm the latter one..
In a way, it's scares me...
But all these just tells me what I really want in a man..

The bad boys and their evil deeds are known as 理所当然 one..
The good boys committed evil deeds, are just shocking...

The worst of all, and probably scariest, are those who promised to be good..
Forget about promises if you can't stop your small head from dominating...
Tell me now... which guy don't have their fetish over anything?
I find it interesting to share and hear their fetish and fantasies in anything..
And imaginative and visual me, can just add on here and there.. hehe..
Ooops.. not to stray from my thoughts..

Whatever it is..
I will be a totally different person, if not for the chinese conservative culture..
These cultures bind me from my dark side..
Only to those few, had seen the unleashed..


There's this identity I assumed.. My dark side..
I used this ID to get to know so many different people from all walks of life... Local, foreigners..
But the only thing is.. it's all done over the internet and nothing more...
It's been 10 years... and this identity had allowed me to see and understand guys..
Yes.. there are of different characters and stuffs..
But knowing so many different configurations of characters and behaviour..
It's just a matter of mix and match...
This from this person, that from that one.. and blah blah blah..


I'm quite a typical Scorpio woman.
I seek for someone who is able to tame me.
Nah.. Someone who is able to make me feel, willing to be tamed...
You can never tame a Scorpio woman, through the rules and hard ways..
You can only do so through her heart..

So long the someone gave up his privilege, that she's willing to be tamed by him..
And if she gradually withdrew all that privilege....
The untamed side of her... will just start to leak and dominate her... soon...
What I can say...
That secret ID of mine, which was tamed for quite some time....
Is always capable of slowly getting back in action... It's a matter of time..


I'm quite a typical Scorpio woman..
I'm glad that I'm one.. cos I hear the deepest secrets of many people...
The secrets so deep and dark, most of the time, it's only between me and the secret-bearer.
I rather hear and know people's dark side...
Than to be deceived or reading things from the surface...


2 sides of the coin...
You were given the good side, and someone else can tell you, it's just an attempt to sound nice..
But when you know the 3rd side of the coin...
The 2 sides of the coin don't really matter anymore..

If you wonder what's the 3rd side of the coin?!

It's the shadow.

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