Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Unleashed. Once again.

That hour prior to 5 was having fun over msn...
Flowery words really are ego-boosting..
Hello?! My ego is already BIG enough to laugh over certain brainless things..

And.. thanks for reminding me again and again of my other me...
I can feel the other me, getting more alive than ever....
Unleashed. hehe. A matter of time.
Till then.. Catch me if you can.. =)



对的人...
You have to meet the right person at the right timing.
Wrong timing, fucked up siah..
As many a times, it's always the aftermath, that what guys are capable of doing behind their girls... despite of many other things...

This love is really puzzling...
Still don't understand how sweet loving words are easier to be said after being apart..
Absence makes love grow fonder?!
Or maybe it's when finally everything was clear cut and spelt out clearly...
And actually, things unsaid were confirmed and deeply felt..
That phonecall at my Shrek3 night, will be just be unforgettable loving...
Love. It's that what one can say to two different people? I'm confused.
Confused by the sweet loving me that got melted, and the other that...

So confused for a good two weeks.
I've decided not to be confused anymore.
Just let the other me take over.
It's easier to let her take over and indulge in her desire.... her.. sugar...
It's this call that breaks the spell of the sugar susie you have never seen...



Oh well.. whatever it is..
Since it isn't the right timing..
Just have to shelf it...
Please remember who I am in the past few years..
If you don't see that susie anymore, don't bother to find her anymore..
For I'm not sure how much of the previous sugar susie I will resume to...
Maybe those times in 2003 will be great..

Something to add..
I guess I said it before somewhere in May or so.....
Never try to catch hold of my heart, if you can't commit..
Doing so again and again, it's just too upsetting...
Don't speak of the things that you can't do...

To cure matters of the heart.
Fastest way is to abandon the heart.
Please forgive me, if heartless words are to come out from my mouth..
They will hurt me as much as they will hurt....
To find the old susan, find the heart..
But the person who find it, please make sure you don't hold it with both hands..
And not having another heart in the other..
Pointless.


Time to get wild and have more fun!!!
I need a drink..
I need my alcohol back...
I need not have to plan for a settled life so soon...
So this job I'm holding, probably gotta go soon..
There's no way I can enjoy life my way, holding on to such a job...


Oh.. and yes...
If there's any sugar daddy looking for sugar babes like me.. hahaha..
Let me know.. I don't mind that extra income, right CK?
lolx
But I'm fussy over such candidates.. =P

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