Thursday, July 19, 2007
Reading through what I wrote last night..
Early 20s were the years that I was more or less in tuned with the other 'me'...
I have moved out of it for the past 2 years.
It's not a matter of behaving childishly or what when people meet me in end of 2005.
There's a reason to it.
There's a reason for taking step back to relax...
A reason to slow down my pace...
That year of 2005 was the year I finally face myself, and finding Susan...
That year, was the happiest year.
A year I felt peace in me most, in the past 5 years...
Happy-go-lucky.. That's the real me...
Complicated things. Just not for me.
I have to admit. I can't handle things that are too complicated.
And that fear I have, not letting it eating me up.. No way..
I have to forget about that fear. that fear. that fear.
10 years, it's enough!! It's been bugging me long enough!!
Labels: Emotions, Random thoughts

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