Tuesday, July 17, 2007

Unhappy... but Happy...

Seems easier to type unhappy stuffs than happy stuffs...

Unhappy stuffs just happen again..

It's not about putting effort to change a family...
It's about if the others are willing to put in their share of effort, and be selfless...

I think if I added in to the commotion just now between big bro and mum..
My big bro would just flare up and think that we are just siding bro2..
Happy things, always had to end up in fury, just because of timing...
Everyone is just too ke4 qi4 with giving their available timeslot...
Everyone says anything..
End up the one stating the timing get accused of 'anyhow bomb a timing'....

When does this gonna end?
Does all accountancy grads do this?
Calculate not only to the very cents in business and budget and others...
But also calculate to that minute details in family ties....
Is it that you have to put a price to everything??
Even to the most intangible things like family ties???


Yes. I'm angry over the commotion just now.
But I'm glad I didn't say things out.. cos I'll end up being shouted at...
And it just ended up to be shouting session..

To my mum...
It needs more than me and bro2 to make things work..
This is so for our big bro..
And for that cousin-bro.. he's even further beyond our reach...
Knowing that we are his true-blooded siblings..
And all these 8 years after truth came to the light...
I don't know.. but.. feels like.. I don't know..
I guess my 2 brothers felt the same.. we are just a family of 2 bros and a sis..

Sorry mum, not that we don't want to reach to the cousin-bro...
Firstly, I was never in contact with him at all..
Neither do I play with him from young..
Both brothers had given up...

No matter what happens...
I'm glad to know that I will always have my bro2 to depend on..
Other than emotional stuffs lah...
I know if I need any help, I can find him..
Like moving out my hostel on last Christmas morning...

And whatever happens...
In anyway I could be of help... I will be there for him too...
And also his wife lah.. hehe..
Just don't ask me to go your house and be a maid, pleaseeeeeeeee...

Lotsa loves to my bro2 and wife..
It's good to have you two around.....
The feeling is just great... and it beats all other negative feelings.. =)


Last but not least...

Happy Honeymoon at Bali!!!

Hope that even it becomes a recce trip for my bro2's next photography assignment,
Both of you still able to enjoy as much...

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