2 different point of views. Here it ended.

Looking from a girl's point of view.
I'm absolutely upset over how easily dearie said to be friends again.
But looking from my dearie's point of view.
I could find myself forgiving his disappointing reactions, if I put myself in his shoes.

And knowing not for too long, and saying those three words.
I felt they were too easily said?
And make me wonder if he really understand what it takes to say those three words.
But maybe to him, it's just so simple?
That feeling of wanting to care and concern for you, and wanting you by his side forever?


I felt I was so cruel for not giving another chance.
I am so bad. I'm such a lousy gf.
He is a good guy. He should find a better girl.
Some girl who he can go diving trips with...
Some girl who he can go wakeboarding with...
Some girl who he can enjoy all those seasports thingy with..
I'm not so much of a 'sea animal'...


Empty feeling is probably the bf feeling that I'm lacking.
Happy, but happy.. an empty shell I feel.
The worst part was I'm so guilty that I always had to think so hard to recall his image.
Think until I feel upset, and tears start to well up.
Even for the people you hate, you will also have the image of his/her face when you recall..
But.. I'm just so shi1 bai4..


Sorry dearie. I think I'm already used to calling you dear.
I'm already used to being called as ur baby.
In my memory, maybe we never called each other by our names before at all..

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