More about my dearie

More about my dearie..

About being sent home via cab..
Practically, I felt a waste of money..
But.. it really felt good.
Talking to my maid weeks ago..
Yah.. We both have to learn to be pampered..
Talking to Chunkz yesterday over msn..
Ok.. You got that point right..
If it was Chunkz wanting to send me home, I sure say he siao..


Just as I told Jossie probably last week..
Eventually, I would rather go out with him on a date...
Then go his place and stay over at night..
This definitely save lotsa of cab fees..
(I rather use the money to eat lor.. *ahm*)
I thought it would be after at least a few more dates or what..
But I guess meeting that one week once, in the Saturday evening, might not be enough..
Some more my next few Saturday evenings have programmes already..
I'm tempted by the invitation to stayover this weekend..
If that means to lengthen the quality time we can spend together..
And more time to know each other more.. mmm...
I've left with tomorrow to decide?
I quite.. don't know how to reply the last mail dearie sent today..
Partly cos I'm busy..
But.. but... is it too fast to even like.. stayover?


The waiting game had again started for me..
Every start of the week, waiting for Saturday to come..
And yet the time on Saturday will just slip away so fast..
Why do I love to wait so much......?


Many asked.. 3 dates.. too fast?
To be exact, I was drunk on Wednesday night, that I didn't rem how things started.
It was just the 2nd date..
Erh.. Since start le.. just give it a try lor..
So far so good. Cos I'm too busy to talk, and he's to busy to talk too..
Nothing to hiam also..
Just that morning sms getting.... not original le..

Actually.. too fast or not..
It doesn't matter le bah..
Does it matter so much if he's a good guy or not?
So long as he treats me good, and never let tears fall..
It's good enough...

If he turns out a devil....
As I said so many times..
Susan been through so many things, seen so many people..
What can be worse?
Fear of this and that.. Yah.. I still fear sometimes..
But you never know till you try right?
And when you try, you don't just say it..
But just go ahead and put in the best too, right?
Well.. that's what I always do..




Today was a hectic day for dearie..
Poor thing had just reached home at 11pm.
OT until so late..

I'm gonna sleep le..

Actually, I don't call him Dearie in real life. Only did sms once or twice..
So Dearie is FYI.. for your info..

Oh.. to add on to 'what he likes me for' list..
He likes me for my hair.... likes the texture and all...
He likes me for my complexion..? heh..



Ok... Enough of rubbish...
It's like addicted to blogging today while waiting my dearie to sms me for the night..
Yah.. Not gonna telll him this blog..
Else I don't know if the next time I see him, I got anything to update him anot..

I predict that this weekend...
I will just show him, and count all the cuts I had all over my limbs...
And act pity... act ke lian.. act like a little girl...

What should we do this weekend?
Fireworks? Nah.. He never see fireworks one I think...
But is fireworks really so romantic with your dearest next to you?
I don't know.. never tried.. Would have thought so.. but.. no chance to try..

ANYWAY....
Jialat.. what should be I plan this weekend lei..
at least what to do, or where to go...
And weekend is like hours away......

Ok ok..
Best solution now.. SLEEP.
Wake up to finish my work, and send out all my buyoff tools tomorrow afternoon...
I hope it isn't a rainy day.. PLEASEEEEEEE...


Nitez all..

Today is my blog and I day..
Weirdly, No MSN windows popping out at all..

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