Stepping back.

This thing that's been bothering me.
A very important thing.

Like I had said at our 2nd week...
It's difficult to get bored of dearie's look..
Cos every week, I only get to see him that few hours.
Every week is like a renewal of the image..

I probably made it sound funny when I told dearie.
But every week, I'm just trying so hard to register his looks, his image in me..
Every week, when I was waiting for him, or looking for him in the crowd..
I often felt stressed, worried of unable to recognise him out of the crowd..

I woke up in the middle of the night, an hour after I sleep...
Hmm.. This is something that I tried.. picturing my dearie..
Then I felt very upset..
I can always remember that big shoulders, big arms..

On my way to work this morning...
I tried very hard.
I tried recalling of all the guys that bypass my life.
Very simply, just recalling how they look like..
Then I came back and tried to recall my dearie.
I think my answer to dearie will reveal soon.

Maybe Chunkz was right..
Dearie just happened to be there at that time..

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