Vacancy for gf?

Tonight, I was back home early.
Nope, I didn't joined Janice and Clover for late nights today..

I came online, and saw dearie online.
I decided we need to talk more than just jokes and my daily updates..


I ask dearie.. if he thinks that we are too rushed into things..
Yes.. and he agreed.

2nd date, we were together le.
After 3rd date, I was asked to stay over his place 'secretively' on the 4th date..
Like.. what the hell? Why do I ever need to stay over 'secretively'?
What do you take me as? Yes. I'm offended.
After 4th date, started looking at brochures for getaways...
Erh.. I felt I was on a bullet train..
My er sao joked.. Probably if we didn't talk things out, next week he might just propose?

Insanity!
Honeymoon is honeymoon.
But I won't just be blown away totally lor..
Yah.. maybe some of you might thought that all these are a result of my wednesday's meet up.
No. definitely two different issues.
Those who hear me update about dearie frequently will know these.


It's just quite upsetting..
That how easily he said..
"Oh.. I understand.. we go back as friends?"

I was like.. "Huh?"
Don't you have anything to comment at all?

Haiz..




An analogy came to me during all these conversation..
And when told to my maid Joo..
She's just amused that I can always makes the serious things sound funny.


Vacancy for gf..
If someone with gd impression come along the way...
And seems to fall into this vacancy nicely..
U will just take it as it is.. and give 'what a bf supposed to give'...
Like fulfill the 'terms and conditions' of a bf...


I really felt that way wah..
Cos I really have too many don't knows when asked about dearie.
And just so disappointing that..
I simply just asked if he thinks that things are abit rushed...
No comments, no questions from him..
And just so easily.. so let's be friends again?



Is this it?

status. unknown. upset. disappointed. sighz. it ouches.

Vacancy for gf? Do you want to apply?!

Labels: Love, Upset