This is weird.

I'm beginning to feel that I'm weird.
Or is it that I'm more char bor..

From start of work since May..
I've been very envious, whenever I see my colleagues..
Having people to fetch them to work, and fetch them back..
I don't know why. I felt envious.
I'm just too tired to waste time.
I hate to waste time on travelling.
Travelling in that small cramp van and that tmd attitude driver.

I ever thought and compared..
Resting over the weekdays and going out on weekend?
Or going out weekdays and resting on weekends.
Now I really choose weekdays to go out.
Time to reach town and meet up - 7pm.
Time to reach home - 7.20/7.30pm.
Reach home, by the time I shower - 8pm.
Babysit, so my mum can go cook dinner
Babysit a super active boy. It's not relaxing at all.
Dinner is only ready at 9 plus 10.
I felt like sleeping instead of eating.
And being so tired after work, after babysitting. No appetite.

Weekday, going home, is a total waste of time.
I waste 1.5 hour travelling in that cramp space.
I waste a few hours at home, not having my own time..
Not even relaxing..
I'm not married with kids and stuffs now.
I don't need to face such things yet lei.
I'm soooo tired.

I'm envious of my colleagues.
And I always feel good whenever there's people coming to pick me up.
Feel good and happy.
It is just a happy feeling, that ends my day off happily..
I don't think I have such luck..

Labels: Random thoughts, Work