Proverbs...sayings...

To err is to human..
To forgive is divine...

To forgive is much easier to forget..

These words, I just read it off some forum..
If you all have realised..
All these sayings and stuffs.. are just sayings and stuffs..
But humans, love to co-relate with things..
And under certain circumstances, when they felt that same way those proverbs meant..
They would just treat those as golden words..


Well..
To me, I don't really care..
My english ain't that good..
I only know clearly to live happily..
And do nothing that hold against the word CONSCIENCE...
This 4 words.. wen4 xin1 wu2 kui4.
And so long as the person you love is happy..
Whether or not, if I'm not in the picture, or if the other is at the other end of the world..
I'm glad.. I will smile widely, and really glad..
At least from Sec 3 till now..
Upon so many boyfriends..
I know that there's one who has found his happiness.
I'm really glad.. cos I know our timing is wrong..
Anyone who see me now..
Am I possibly ROM-ed and stuffs? No, right?!
And the rest of the guys.. just either not in contact, or just blah...

Recently moodswings. Is it because of menses coming?!
I doubt so..
I felt it's cos of the operation..
The feeling of weak and useless, the feeling of pain..
I can't even tolerate my own behaviour, thoughts, and emotions..


As for the phrases I came across just now..
Forgive is easier than to forget...
I probably amazed by my own 'selective memory'...
You've seen in TV.. Someone upon concussion lost his memory..
And only recall happy times, and not the unhappy ones...
Why is this so?

Human brain is powerful...
It is all up to us to forget or to remember..
To me, to forget is easy, especially to painful events..
If you all realised, it's the happy moments that we tend to forget..
And it is the painful ones, that we are unwilling to let go...
Why? Cos we felt better, feeling pitiful, and having care and concerns all around..
It's a good feeling, being the centre of attention.. huh?



Hours away from the Grand opening of Lightbox Productions Studio..
Of course, my bro1 will have something to complain about.. especially the timing..
What time to do what...
I thought he already had it all planned days ago... even without the schedule?
Even if we give the schedule, so what?
You will just complain and get us change abit here and there...
And after event, can still continue to complain about the plannings and the information given beforehand wasn't good enough.. blah blah blah..
Then... what's the point of informing early, when everytime we say things, we get snapped at?!
Or something like that lah...
Taking the whole family for granted.
Everyone have to give in to them and the baby's timing...
And worse still.. call to interrogate my mum for the timing..
And complain to her, that he needs to know the timing so he could do this and that..
Erh.. Even if it's bro2's fault of not calling him, can't he like.. CALL HIM?!
Call my mum and then complain, got use meh?! Ridiculous!
Ok.. Not to mention this again. cos this is not a happy thing that happen today.


Ok.. It's like 1230... 5 hours to sleep..
And I'm still waiting for someone to call me back...
It's like 40 minutes ago thingy lor...
FiFA really so addictive mehhhhhhhh?????
Or.. the duno what Warcraft or something.. the RPG game lah..
Kill Kill and KILL.. either u kill people, or people kill u...
My interest in such games, lasted through Diablo.. and dieded thereafter..

Beep.. Logging off. NItez!

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