xin4 fu2, you1 zai1 xian2 zai1 de

I guess it will be like this for these few days...
And probably more days to come..
Or even.. hehe.. Just being optimistic..

Well...
This is what I call...
Xin4 fu2.. you1 zai1 xian2 zai1.. zi4 you2 zi4 zai4..
Blissful, relaxing, carefree lifestyle..


Have I been too practical? Or this is just my style..
Happy, comfortable, understanding, accommodating.
Happy with each other...
Comfortable in each other's presence..
Understanding each other's concerns
Accommodating to each other's lifestyle and needs..

I see it as life that will always be...
I like to be with someone real..
And not with some superb service to you prior marriage..
And after marriage, as you know each other long enough..
All the bad habits, or taking each other for granted come in..
That time, there's only a choice.. To live with it..
I will like to be with someone who you can find in the Ikea's "As-Is" department...
See the flaws on the furniture, and you to decide to pay for it..
And not getting some Nokia first gen super IT-savvy phones..
Then to realise, the first gen has bug or some software problems..
What a way to describe.. hehe..
I want to see how my life will be in future..
Not when I look back after many years down the road, and asked myself...
Where did all the romance go?!



To think back to the other style of courtship..
The guy making me feel the world only spins around me..
Making me feel like some total spoilt brat...
Throwing my little tantrums like how weak girls do.. blah blah blah..
Okies.. All these acts will just make me feel weaker and weaker..
I hate to feel weak, in terms of independency.
All these just freak me out!!


So.. comparing, comparing...
Yes. I'm probably more happy now..
Well.. I'm always happy in such a state..
Likewise, people will tend to warn me about history let itself repeat..
Hmm.. I will think.. Just let things be...

I always believe such a saying...

Let him go..
If he's back, his yours to keep..
If not, that means... hehe.. There's someone out there who can be of a better match with you..

It's a torture, if you don't believe such a saying..
Why give up on a whole forest, just 'cos of a tree that sways according to where the wind blows?


Hmm..
One. Let this be one count.
My highest count of someone leaving and coming back again, before I give a red card was 5.
Hmm.. But never test my tolerance..


Whatever it is now..
I'm enjoying myself.. and I'm in safe hands...

Although it's a morning rush this morning to work..
I blame it all on that fave football club for playing last night..
But at least they won.. Thank goodness.. Else it's so not worth it lor...

I'm late! My 2nd time late at work.
Hope tomorrow and Friday won't be like today.
Else my boss will be sure to wait at the gates to grill me......
I just need to find a way to put blame on my chauffeur and the traffic condition. hehe.

Though late.. I like this feeling of not having to rush for morning bus..
Or to rush finish my work to rush for the evening bus..
Happy times are short..
Times are too short..
Nevertheless.. it's good enough for now..

Labels: Me, My Love