Sunday, June 15, 2008

Dates - confirmed.

My boss finally confirmed the dates.

I'm going to miss the kids' convocation, one older kid's birthday, National Day's fireworks and all..
Time really flies..
Can't believe these kids are graduating already..
And also the youngest of them all, who's still behave much like a kid, is going to be an auditor!
You know who you are, girl.. hehe
Or maybe, I should stop looking at them as kids..
But how har..? A bit difficult, when sometimes still dey abit.. whine whine and neh-neh..
My age range of my close friends is really wide huh..?
From 1978 all the way to 1986.. is there any 87s?
1988.. I know I know.. My nephew! haha..
My oldest nephew who's going to get enlisted after his poly days..!!
Think I remember how he innocently asked me about girls..
That time I wanted to blog and laugh about.. but now I forgot what was the funny incident..
But I only remember it's just a silly thing..
Like, probably somewhere along this line..
Going out with a girl for consec days, and chatting at night or what, does it mean anything?
Well.. My answer..
It may give false impression..
But ultimately, well.. Nothing can mean anything.. Till you say it..
Talking to one of my gfs about it..
What can mean anything? Holding hands? Kissing?
Even getting married.. people can divorce?
Even your own son.. can get the lawyer to severe ties with you..
Why would any of the family member wana continue to treat you like one of us..?
I can say.. I can't...

What is eternal and what is not?
I only know no matter what happens, time won't stop and mourn for you..
No one's gonna be sorry for things that happened, with or without your control..
Things that happen, happen for a reason, and...
I'm getting carried away.. Full-stop.

Is there really a forever in anything at all?







Feeling really old nowadays..
So easily tired out..
Wasn't as strong as before too...
Things that I was able to carry, was much more difficult now..
Like the spare tyre of our Toyota Picnic..
I merely wanted to shift it around the back area..
I used so much strength.. till a point that I over-strained my muscles..
And felt totally breathless...




The past week was freaking busy.
I kept going from Tuas to Changi South Lane..
To and fro.. To and fro..
I'm sick of travelling this week..
On the very first day to Changi South Lane..
A wrong turn made me realised, the entrance to zk's company is just there..
A few companies away...
Wednesday, I was supposed to have lunch outside, after sending some samples there..
I could easily lunch in at the few eateries around that area..
The thought of possibly bumping into him..
Made me just drove and drove further away..
I seriously think that we should never meet again..
Just like Liren.. who freaked me up totally..
I don't understand how one could..
Cabbing home just now.. make me recall..
It had been 5 years.. I still can never forget how freaky it can be..


That afternoon..
End up, I reached Katong.. and bought some durian puffs back to office for colleagues instead.
And also 1 tau sar pau and lian rong pau for my lunch.

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